Sakura Live! I have never been a super-confident guy. Actually, even saying it that way doesn’t truly convey the level of insecurity and anxiety that I suffer from a daily basis. That’s why I hardly ever leave the house. Because when I do, I am liable to suffer a severe panic attack. Just by being surrounded by so many people. I can’t handle it. I just start hyperventilating. It almost sounds like I’m in a porno, the way it causes me to breathe so heavily. It’s very embarrassing. So, of course, that only makes it worse. The shame coupled with the anxiety that I started with. It’s a perfect storm.So, I choose to spend 99% of my time in my room, in my mom’s basement. It’s much safer there. Like the womb. Sometimes I wish I never left. I bet it was the best. I wish I could remember it. I hate having to go out into the world and talk to people in person. I would much rather just chat with fellow porn addicts about our favorite models on chat rooms, forums, message boards, and sites like Reddit and 4Chan. That’s where I feel the most at home, the most me.Maybe it goes without saying, then, that I have always been beyond lousy when it comes to talking to girls. The last time that I actually spoke with a girl in real life (other than my mother, of course) was when I was in high school and I didn’t really have a choice. I was always very anxious around girls (especially pretty ones), and I remember one day, in particular, was a nightmare.I was paired up with Samantha, the most beautiful and most popular girl in my whole school, for a group project in Biology. Oh, if Samantha only knew what kind of group project that I would have preferred to do involving her biology, she would probably hate me. But, as fate would have it, she would find out soon enough … So, we’re working on our project, right, and not even three minutes in, she accidentally brushed her arm against mine.I immediately got a raging boner. Like, probably the most raging of all the boners I have ever gotten in my life. I mean, can you blame me? That was the one and only time I have ever been touched by a girl like Samantha. Even if it was unintentional. And it will probably be the last. So, what happened was, against my better judgment, I had to stand up for some reason. And I was wearing sweatpants like an idiot.Anyway, you can probably see where this story is headed. She noticed my raging boner and absolutely lost her mind. She yelled to the whole class about how disgusting I was for getting a boner like that for her. Everyone laughed and laughed and laughed. And I haven’t spoken with a pretty girl in real life since. Now, do you understand my aversion?
No Confidence? No Problem
Needless to say, I am not the kind of guy who can go up to a girl and start talking. I’m not The Porn Dude (although I often wish that I was). I’m not the kind of guy who can just spark a conversation with a girl. About anything. Let alone seduce her into coming home with me. And even if I was the kind of guy who could do that, it isn’t like I have anywhere to bring her exactly. What, am I going to have her come back to my mom’s house with me? That won’t fly. Not for her or for mother.There has been one saving grace for me through my decades-long struggle with social anxiety (which is exacerbated by the female form). And that one thing that has kept me going all these years (well, not all of them, but since I first discovered them) is sex cam sites. They are perfect for someone like me. Who is a far cry away from possessing the swagger or self-assuredness of someone like my hero, The Porn Dude, but is also a horny bastard, nonetheless. On these XXX cam sites, I can become The Porn Dude, just exude confidence and strength. And the girls never see me, so they never have to know who I truly am. It’s perfect.
Beautiful Asian Cam Girls
I’m sure I’ve already told you all about my hentai pillow Suki (AKA my girlfriend). So, it should come as no surprise to you to hear that I have a special thing for Asian girls. However, there aren’t as many Asian cam girls as you might think there would be. In fact, they are relatively hard to cum across on xxx cam sites like Bonga Cams or Cam Soda. For whatever reason, on sites like those, the majority of the girls tend to be South American or Eastern European. Weird.But the site that I want to talk to you about today is a site that specializes primarily (not solely, but primarily) in Asian cam girls. It’s called Sakura Live. And seeing as Sakura is Japanese for cherry tree, the name makes a lot of sense. Because the Asian women on Sakura Live are beautiful and elegant, like the cherry tree, filled with blossoms in the Spring. These are not your average, run of the mill cam girls, friend. Oh, no. Far from it. The girls on Sakura Live are next-level gorgeous. Like supermodels. Except for these supermodels are willing to strip and masturbate for you on camera!Sakura Live, though, functions a little differently from the majority of other adult cam sites out there. Maybe you’re familiar with the typical way it works. Usually, you have a bunch of thumbnails of girls who are online when you arrive on the site, and you click on whichever one you would like to enter the public room of (if she’s available). From there, you can watch, free of charge, whatever she’s doing. Then, if you want to take her private, you can do so for a certain number of credits per minute. Sound familiar?
What Makes Sakura Live Unique
On Sakura Live, the setup is similar, but slightly different. You still pick from a gallery of girls who are live. You still click into her public room. But (and this is where it gets a little strange) instead of clicking a button that says something like ‘private show’ or ‘request 1 on 1 show,’ or something, just clicking on the video stream takes you to her private show. And instead of being charged a preset number of tokens per minute, you are charged one credit per minute, regardless of what girl you’re chatting with.So, it’s a little bit different. And, honestly, I don’t mind the Sakura Live way of doing things. I feel like, in the long run, it would end up being a bit cheaper. Plus, you don’t have to go through the disappointment of learning that the sexiest girl on the whole website is out of your league, in terms of what you can afford to pay. So, it works for me.
A Few Letdowns…
There are a couple things about Sakura Live that I found to be a little bit disappointing though. For one, there are not a whole lot of girls to choose from. At least not when I logged on and checked the site out. There were maybe 50 girls to check out, if that. Which is nothing compared to a lot of other camming sites, where you’ll have hundreds upon hundreds of girls to select from. Another thing about it, the design kind of stinks.I mean, okay, it’s not horrendously bad, like impossible to use or anything. It just doesn’t look great. And it’s a little bit confusing. Especially at first. Due to their strange functionality, I spent 3 credits on accident watching a girl’s private show, thinking that I was watching her public stream. There are a few organizational arranging options to make for easy browsing of the girls, though, which is nice. Browse only girls that are available, just started, or currently in private. You can also filter out girls by New, HD, Has Toys, Viewer number, or from your Favorites list.In addition to that, Sakura Live offers a pretty decent advanced search, allowing you to really find your perfect Asian sensation. Search by age, breast size, appearance (barely legal, college, milf, or conservative), and whether or not she has toys, if she’s a super newbie, a newish girl, or whether or not she has an HD camera.All in all, Sakura Live is a great site to find and chat with beautiful Asian women (and a few non-Asian girls here and there as well). Pay a baseline price by the minute no matter who you’re chatting with and enjoy as she does everything and anything to please you.